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I haven’t posted something in so long and I miss it

Things haven’t been that good leaving home. I spent 3 hours at a field crying because it reminded me of how my parents just dumped me and I had a 5 hour walk to get home. I haven’t cut in a couple of months and I’m so proud of that but it is still so hard not to think about it. I miss the pain, I miss being in control. And the worst thing of all is the images I have running through my head and the voices inside of me. I need that medication back because I can’t do it. I just want them to stop and leave :’( I can’t concentrate at school on anything because of my head, I just wanna break down and cry every minute of the day and I just wanna give up. I’ve let my brother down as I left him there by himself :’( and the worst thing is, I’m alone, all the time and I wish there was a way I could go without hurting anyone. Life wasnt meant for me, so much has been going on the last couple of months that prove this to me

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inh4le-exhale: this has such a powerful meaning to it. Because sometimes, it is too late to save someone, once you realize how much they’ve needed help, they’re already gone. When you realize you shouldn’t have said those last words to that person, that you could change those words. I often hear “oh they were such a wonderful person, they didn’t need to go this way”, here’s an idea, tell them these things while they’re still alive. It can make a difference, even a simple smile. Watch what you say to people, because you never know, that could be their last day on Earth.  (via imgTumble)
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i know this is plain and straight to the point

I MISS YOU SO MUCH

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Thanks for the birthday wish or just even a happy birthday

Your the only person I wanted one from. People I hate even wished me a happy birthday but you can even get around to picking up the phone and calling or even just a simple text message? I thought you cared more

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18 woooo

I can’t feel anything. I dunno what is wrong with me right now. I’m 18 is less than an hour and I can’t feel shit. I have no emotion. You honestly wanna know what I want for my 18th? I wanna be gone. Ive lived 18 years and no I just want to go into a permanent sleep… I can’t do this :’( there are you happy I said it ?!

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helloskyline: ^^^^THIS IS BEAUTIFUL. 
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